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  <pubDate>Thu, 20 Nov 2008 09:50:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>help with picture coloring OTH S1</title>
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  <description>Hi again,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so I need a help please with finding the right coloring for pictures of OTH S1. they are so blurry &amp; you can see all the pixels &amp; I try to make an art but I just can&apos;t find a way to smooth the pictures &amp; color them nicely, &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll appreciate the help from you talented people ,&lt;br /&gt;thanks :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;here&apos;s a picture with an example. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/hotchad/pic/0000241w/&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/hotchad/pic/0000241w/s320x240&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; height=&quot;240&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 13 Jul 2008 14:55:48 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>rant begins part1]guess where I am ? that&apos;s right . work . so this work thing , I loved it at first but now I have a boss that just is sitting on my neck &amp; you know this people that will always , always show they are better then you &amp; act like b*t*h***... to move up on your account ? you know it , that&apos;s my new boss . it&apos;s not that I care . I already got bored with this work ,  I&apos;m a person that needs a lot of changes in order to stay interested &amp; now I&apos;m just not into my work as I was ...I need me a new excitement. [ends part1]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[start part2] I went to a vacation with this guy I dated. now He&apos;s nice &amp; all but I really don&apos;t know how on earth I always get insecure . I know I&apos;m good for this guy , condescending as it may sound but He got good ( even though girls lure themselves over him ...*rolleyes* ) , &amp; I felt at first He loves me . for reals . but then It starts. the scared old me that I&apos;m not pretty enough or &quot;smart&quot; enough ..&amp; it&apos;s not smart-smart cause that I know I am , but if you ask me how to seduce a guy , I come nothing to the next bimbo in line ... she would eat me alive . I hate that about me cause I want to be able to have this street wise girls have , but I&apos;m just me . same old too smart-for my own good, goody tissue . &amp; I can&apos;t believe I write this even . maybe that&apos;s the problem , I can&apos;t accept that this world is based on such superficial, shallow values I fall short in . I am used to always ask of myself  to be the best , always 100% &amp; I can&apos;t be at this because there are others who will always be more beautiful , smart or happy . I need to just accept myself . I want that to myself. that would be my gift this year to myself. [end rant] .</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 29 Oct 2007 17:13:39 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Hiiiii everyone reading my lj ...lol....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;how are you all ??? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so it&apos;s been like FOREVER since I posted here so I thought to droop a quick post to say to all my lj cool buddies how muchooo I miss them &amp; to just say that I miss LP endlessly *sigh* . &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;what more is new , not a lot , school starts soon but for the mean time we have kind of a strike lmao ...again ... &amp; oh yeah ! I have become the new CMM mod ( YAY !! ) , my lovely ...&amp;lt;3 &amp; I became addicted to Heroes ! :::thud::: &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I also moved out not too long ago to a new place , nothing too big , I still try to get used to it , I found I&apos;m too attached to things all the time , it&apos;s hard for me to let go , something I should work on asap ! lol ...I mean I just left my old crappy apartment to a new better - one so -  wtf ??? lol ...&amp; that&apos;s it ! :D &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh yeah &amp; Av , hun , if you&apos;re reading this PLEASSSEEE help me find you a nice present for your B-day ! LOL ...ideas will be taken with open arms ! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;big kiss .....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Me .</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jul 2007 15:54:21 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>it&apos;s time again that I&apos;ll update my lj . &lt;br /&gt;I just read my cousin blog which was funny &amp; reminded me I haven&apos;t gashed in a while lol ...&lt;br /&gt;so what happened with me lately ? hmm ...well , I&apos;ve been to a wedding , which was awesome &amp; of course the bachelorets party which is always funny as hell  and with my family , you are sure to have some crazy moments LOL ! &lt;br /&gt;I drank like I never drank in my life but I wasn&apos;t drank lol ..well , only in the end lol ...but it took a lot to get me there ! we had a blast ! the wedding was awesome , lots of dancing ! good time ! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;school also is a big part of my life now . I have exams coming up &amp; this guy I like which I totally ruined everything with *slap meself* *sigh* ewwwf *sigh* . this week is the last week of the semester &amp; then exams &amp; then a long ass summer break . the first I&apos;m not really looking forward to , cause I won&apos;t be able to look at the boy &amp; his gorgeous blue eyes *dies* lol ...but that&apos;s for the best anyways I guess lol . &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m also trying to figure out what to do with a friend that comes to visit me ! YAY ! so excited about that ! I&apos;m so looking forward to that ! I hope she&apos;ll have a good time . I want her to have a real good time &amp; feel at home . I hope I&apos;ll manage to do that :P . &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and also M&apos;Manu is back on FF , so I can relax now lol ....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that&apos;s it , I guess ...&quot;sometimes all you need is one&quot; . &lt;br /&gt;that quote is a lot on my mind lately . &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I need to watch me some LP . just ot remind myself that true love always find it&apos;s way in the end .</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 10 Jun 2007 19:13:31 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>haha ! so I saw this at Ava&apos;s Journal so I decided to do this as well cause i&apos;m too tired to think of something else lol...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; An honest game &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?&lt;br /&gt;green :P&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. Honestly what is on your mind right now?&lt;br /&gt;how I should go out with my friend after I said no twice yesterday &amp; today but I&apos;m too tired ! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?&lt;br /&gt;this honest game lol ...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4. Honestly what did you do today?&lt;br /&gt;I worked , I went shopping with anoter friend , ate somewhere nice ...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t know , I hope not *look*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?&lt;br /&gt;we don&apos;t have the disney channel here but if we did I bed I would&apos;ve . &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?&lt;br /&gt;yeah . people who are calm ....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?&lt;br /&gt;, friends, things going my way, music ,movies , having fun - heh Ava pretty much the same lol...&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?&lt;br /&gt;no , no . &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;11. Honestly, what is your mood right now?&lt;br /&gt;tired , anxious . &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?&lt;br /&gt;no . once I had a perioud when I couldn&apos;t eat anything so I lost 5 kg in two weeks , but it wasn&apos;t cause I didn&apos;t want to eat or thought I was fat , I was too thin but I just didn&apos;t want to eat , I was never hungry which was weird . it laste a bout two weeks , then I started pumpin&apos; pizza again lol...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?&lt;br /&gt;yeah , this guy from mu class ...*sigh* He&apos;s too cute , but alas not gonna happen ! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?&lt;br /&gt;not really . I&apos;m a very open person .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;15. Honestly, do you hate someone right now?&lt;br /&gt;nop .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;16. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?&lt;br /&gt;the boy from my class LOL ...nah ..I&apos;m kidding , I&apos;m just tired , I wonna hug the bed . &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;17. Honestly are you loyal?&lt;br /&gt;yes , very much so . &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;18. Honestly, wouldn&apos;t you rather be having sex right now?&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m tired but sex sounds good lol...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;19. Honestly, who is/are your best friend(s)?&lt;br /&gt;heh , though one , my mom . &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;20. Honestly, do you like someone?&lt;br /&gt;yeah , I like someons , I don&apos;t know him but I know of him &amp; I don&apos;t know if I really like him yet ...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;21. Honestly does anyone like you?&lt;br /&gt;I think so . &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;22. Honestly, have you smoked?&lt;br /&gt;No. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;23. Honestly, do you do drugs?&lt;br /&gt;No. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;24. Honestly, have you ever drank/ will you ever drink alcohol?&lt;br /&gt;ofcouse ! cheers ! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;25. Do you ever want to get married?&lt;br /&gt;eh ...well, I do but only if it&apos;s right . it&apos;s not a must really , I want children more then I wonna get married .</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 03 May 2007 10:47:12 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>so yeah , I&apos;m at work &amp; finally have a few minutes to myself . you know work can get pretty crazy sometimes lol..any way , I read bits &amp; pieces about last nights episode on OTH , sounds good ! thanks to Lena *kiss* for sending me a review ;) . how I freaking LOVE Lucas ! *sigh* , I just can&apos;t help it , He&apos;s so inlove with Peyton , it amaze me to see just HOW much everytime *sigh* . totally Love Hil ! she&apos;s wonderful &amp; I can&apos;t wait to see the awesome work she did this time ! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;on other note , that was painful to see what Milan did to Man. United last night , but gotta hand it to them they played really good . oh well , there&apos;s always Chelsea right ?! *wink, wink* &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;other then that I watched &quot;October road&quot; - the first episode cause I heard good things about it &amp; I loved it ! it&apos;s reallt good . BG is playing the cocky guy pretty well &amp; I love that girl from &quot;that 70&apos;s show&quot; ... ! I already orgenising myself on the 2nd episode ! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well , hours will pass till I&apos;ll see the new OTH episode , I can&apos;t imagine what will I do next week LOL ....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;till later ;)</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 18 Apr 2007 16:26:01 GMT</pubDate>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 18 Apr 2007 10:24:58 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>well , since I don&apos;t post here to often ( which I should *shame on me* ) just thought to post a little shout out to you guys ! my friends , cause you are all so awesome &amp; I wish I could meet each and everyone of you in person . &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so what&apos;s new with my life ? let me see ...ha , yes . my mom was at hospital this week so it made me so afraid again about my parents . of course I couldn&apos;t sleep the entire night ! cause how can you ? you shiver inside . me &amp; my mom are very close and I just can&apos;t think of life with out her ...*sigh* . she&apos;s just called at night , telling me she just got home after she nearly chocked to death . my dad even didn&apos;t know cause she didn&apos;t want us to worry *rolleyes* . that&apos;s sucks you know ?! to be so aware of the fact that you are here on this planet for such a borrowed time ....never take your parents for granted . that&apos;s all I&apos;m saying , and try to make the most of life . &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;also after this horrible massacre that happened in Virginia *shock* which was just so sad &amp; insane ...that really life are fragile . take  care of you , love yourself , be kind ....you never know when it will return to you . &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;what else , there&apos;s a strike at the university so no school for a couple of weeks *yay* , work is crazier then EVER ...basically , that&apos;s it ! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh yeah ! I also watched that show &quot;Brothers &amp; Sisters&quot; ! Ava , I love you ! that show is really great ! the first episode started slow but near the end I really got int it . not gonna become a shipperholic like with OTH though lol...but it&apos;s really nice ! &lt;br /&gt;so I was thinking of you M&apos;whore ! *hugs* &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;welll...now I&apos;m gonna get back to the work ....lunch break is over *pout*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/hotchad/pic/00001ec4/&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/hotchad/pic/00001ec4&quot; width=&quot;100&quot; height=&quot;100&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 17 Apr 2007 19:33:53 GMT</pubDate>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 07 Mar 2007 19:56:45 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>so heh...somedays are quiet days . it&apos;s funny . I used to have action in my life every day and I wished for quiet days . now , I just want some good old fashion action lol...and not the kind I&apos;ve been getting lately with people around me getting bad news &amp; having a hard time . I want a really good day . to hear that my brother talks with my parents again or that maybe something GOOD will happen to my mom &amp; dad or who knows ...even me ... lol... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I miss my friends . my friend came to visit from the u.s.a and I didn&apos;t see her e-mail &amp; I missed her . I missed her . she &amp; I used to spend almost everyday together , talking , bitching , laughing , listening to music ...she practically lived in my house lol...she even came to visit my flat mates when I wasn&apos;t there or if she needed something ...GOD ! I miss her ! why she had to go so far away ...I miss sitting with her in my flat talking &amp; laughing &amp; my other flat mates coming &amp; sitting with us ...heh ...those were the days . I missed her . &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i169.photobucket.com/albums/u205/LPS4/414/ssfdl193.jpg&quot; /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 04 Feb 2007 15:55:44 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>what do you do when someone close to you loss hope and decide to stop fighting ? can you change his mind ? should you try ? how do you handle that .... ? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wish you to never loss hope .</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 19 Nov 2006 21:40:48 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>So Hi everyone . I&apos;m kindda new with this LOL ...so be nice ! &lt;br /&gt;I just wanted to say I&apos;m really looking forword for the new OTH, I hope it will be a really good one. &lt;br /&gt;also, I wonna thank my dear M. for the add *hug*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Have a good one everyone.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 19 Nov 2006 21:33:53 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>ya, did I say I&apos;m new with this ? LOL</description>
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